Across The Way Thread #15848
SORRY
Created Byclaudio
Created DateFri, Apr 02, 2004
Created Time02:40AM GMT

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claudio4/2/2004 2:40:00 AM
SiIence4/2/2004 3:00:01 AM
Alison4/2/2004 5:00:02 AM
Mona4/2/2004 5:00:02 AM
Edward4/2/2004 5:20:01 AM
~* Marjie *~4/2/2004 6:00:01 AM
Ellen4/2/2004 10:20:01 AM
Pietro4/2/2004 11:10:01 AM
~* Marjie *~4/2/2004 12:50:00 PM
maija4/2/2004 2:10:01 PM
martina4/3/2004 4:00:01 AM
in_rio4/3/2004 9:50:01 AM
Robin4/3/2004 9:08:46 PM
Brad!4/4/2004 12:40:01 AM
Edward4/4/2004 11:30:01 AM
Helene4/4/2004 5:00:01 PM
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AuthorMessage #32409
claudioSubjectSORRY
PostedFri, Apr 02, 2004 02:40AM GMTMethodWeb-Site
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Hello my Riverfriends,
it was november the last time I went to ATW and the last time
I heard from you.On december I received an amazing gift from Edward
who sent me a copy of jimmy Reardon's book with a dedication by Bill
Richert.then,I sent a letter to Edward to thank him but he never
answered and it
makes me think that the letter never arrived to him.(in the letter)I
wrote a lot of
personal things and believe me,it was very hard for me to open
myself so
much,I thought about it later and I realised that I couldn't wait
anymore even because I missed all of you immensely.
The main fact is that my parents are going to divorce and every
single day of these last4-5 months I have to live in a hostile
atmosphere,with menaces,slammed doors,oaths etc.
The problem in all that is my father,he doesn't have a job,drinks
and constantly insult and menaces my mother who maintain him with her
job and for me is too absurd.the only thing my mother wants is
divorce but she is too sensible to kick my father on the street.
that's why we're still waiting,and I assure you I can't stand it
anymore.My father is waiting a good sum of money from his last job
and when he'll receive it he'll go away.
the hard thing for me is that people could think that I don't care
about people because I don't hear for them for a long time,including
you,but it's not true.
only my closest friends and my girlfriend know about what I'm
battling day to day enough to know that I am not a superficial
person.
For example the time I spent in L.A. was so serene to me,I thank so
much Edward and the others.
I remember I promised to Edward and Brad to send the pictures I took
from october 31st 2003 outside the viper room and I didn't send them
yet.I promise I will do it as soon as possible.
You could tell me..."and why you didn't write to us on atw all this
time?" and I can sincerely tell you that in my house there's a pc,but
it's my father's and I don't have a relationship with him,we never
talk and I can't use it ,I really can't.Moreover I'm studying and
working all the time and until I won't buy a pc of my own I couldn't
write constantly on the site.
What other can I say,I just hope that the grey clouds could disappear
from my house,and
I love you.
Sincerely,
Claudio

p.s. I'll send you the pictures i promise and please let me know if
Barry's book came out and if Sasa Raphael gave the rights for Never
Odd Or Even,

AuthorMessage #32411
SiIenceSubjectRE: SORRY
PostedFri, Apr 02, 2004 03:00AM GMTMethodWeb-Site
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Hej Claudio!

You have all my symphaties!
I also had divorcing parents. This is now more than 15 years ago, but I also
lived in a hostile environment for a looooooong time.

I was extremely happy when they divorced.
I got a good relationship with both my parents. And they can at least speak
together as adults now, since its gone so much time inbetween. But I could
never imagine them together again!

Just hang in there. Be strong! And rant to us if you feel you need to

Breaking up a family never feels good, but it will be better when its over!

SivCath


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>Hello my Riverfriends,
>it was november the last time I went to ATW and the last time
>I heard from you.On december I received an amazing gift from Edward
>who sent me a copy of jimmy Reardon's book with a dedication by Bill
>Richert.then,I sent a letter to Edward to thank him but he never
>answered and it
>makes me think that the letter never arrived to him.(in the letter)I
>wrote a lot of
>personal things and believe me,it was very hard for me to open
>myself so
>much,I thought about it later and I realised that I couldn't wait
>anymore even because I missed all of you immensely.
>The main fact is that my parents are going to divorce and every
>single day of these last4-5 months I have to live in a hostile
>atmosphere,with menaces,slammed doors,oaths etc.
>The problem in all that is my father,he doesn't have a job,drinks
>and constantly insult and menaces my mother who maintain him with her
>job and for me is too absurd.the only thing my mother wants is
>divorce but she is too sensible to kick my father on the street.
>that's why we're still waiting,and I assure you I can't stand it
>anymore.My father is waiting a good sum of money from his last job
>and when he'll receive it he'll go away.
>the hard thing for me is that people could think that I don't care
>about people because I don't hear for them for a long time,including
>you,but it's not true.
>only my closest friends and my girlfriend know about what I'm
>battling day to day enough to know that I am not a superficial
>person.
>For example the time I spent in L.A. was so serene to me,I thank so
>much Edward and the others.
>I remember I promised to Edward and Brad to send the pictures I took
>from october 31st 2003 outside the viper room and I didn't send them
>yet.I promise I will do it as soon as possible.
>You could tell me..."and why you didn't write to us on atw all this
>time?" and I can sincerely tell you that in my house there's a pc,but
>it's my father's and I don't have a relationship with him,we never
>talk and I can't use it ,I really can't.Moreover I'm studying and
>working all the time and until I won't buy a pc of my own I couldn't
>write constantly on the site.
>What other can I say,I just hope that the grey clouds could disappear
>from my house,and
>I love you.
>Sincerely,
>Claudio
>
>p.s. I'll send you the pictures i promise and please let me know if
>Barry's book came out and if Sasa Raphael gave the rights for Never
>Odd Or Even,

Siv Cathrine Brauter
www.brauter.no/siv - www.chinchilla.nu
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AlisonSubjectRe: SORRY
PostedFri, Apr 02, 2004 05:00AM GMTMethodWeb-Site
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Dear Claudio,

I just wanted to wish you my thoughts, well wishes and prayers for
you at this time. All I can say to you, is this WILL pass (my
parents are divorced too) and don't close out your girlfriend or your
friends - they care about you.
Very best wishes,
Alison
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MonaSubjectRe: SORRY
PostedFri, Apr 02, 2004 05:00AM GMTMethodWeb-Site
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Dear Claudio,
It's nice to hear from you again, and to know that you care. That is
all that matters, as long as you post here from time to time to let
us know you are ok.
I feel so sorry about your problem and I hope everything will turn
out for the better. I will keep you in my thoughts, and pray that
you'll be able to wake up each day and smile
I'll be looking forward to the photos, but you can take your time on
when to post them

Mona
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EdwardSubjectRe: SORRY
PostedFri, Apr 02, 2004 05:20AM GMTMethodWeb-Site
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Hi CLAUDO!
Claudio, I am so sorry I have let you down so badly.
YES, I did receive your letter to me; it was the joy of my week
to have it, to have that connection with you despite the difficulties
you were describing.
I see now that I should have answered it right away; your post
makes that clear and I am sorry for my blindness. I am even sorrier
yet becuse I know these are such impotent words, especially if my
delay has made you think I did not care what was happening in your
life.
I wrote to ATW to let RiverFriends know I had heard from you.
Without being specific, I let them know that "various difficulties"
where you are would keep you off the computer for a while. I never
thought you were indifferent to me or to ATW, and I know your
RiverFriends never thought that either.

I wish I could do more than apologize; mere words are such poor
tools for easing the heart's ache. I would never have left you in
doubt about your RiverFriends or, especially, about me if I had been
sharper and not preoccupied with difficulties here in Los Angeles.

I am having supper again with Bill and Gretchen tomorrow night
(Friday); Barry will be here from San Francisco as well, and the four
of us will have the evening together. I will give them your
greetings, and Sunday I will write to tell you everything we said and
did...as well as to talk about more personal things.
Thank-you for finding a way to write to us under such difficult
circumstances to tell us what is happening with you; and thank you
for calling me down for my carelessness. I know that your
RiverFriends also want the grey clouds to disappear from your house,
so be easy, now; try to rest in the love of your RiverFriends from
all around the world.
We all love you, Claudio, no one more than I.

Edward


CLAUDIO wrote:
> What other can I say,I just hope that the grey clouds could
> disappear from my house,and
> I love you.
>
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